Seems like I spend a ton of time venting in various places. Life is stressful, everyone knows that. Everyone needs to vent, that's great. What I need is someplace for me to start putting my other ideas down. My mind is rarely quiet but sometimes it's hard to get past all the whining.
People who know me have said that I am a leader. Sometimes I feel like a huge fraud. I think we all do to some extent. It is intimidating to have people respect and have faith in you. Especially when you can't seem to have faith in yourself.
Today, I need to take my "Fake it till you make it" attitude a tiny step further. I am making it, I am doing things I never in my life thought possible. This space will be for putting my ideas down, both the impossible and the probable. Someone once told me that not having a way to make things work has never stopped me before. May those words remain true.
Life as a fanwoman
9 years ago
